Where do I begin? Let's see.... Blogging is becoming a new thing to me and hopefully I can keep this up! I have a two year old son, whom I absolutely adore and I am 23 weeks pregnant with my second. I am trying to find time for myself so I thought that by blogging, I could let out some kind of steam! I recently graduated from University and I stay home with my son. I thought that staying at home with him for the first couple of years would be more beneficial to him in the long run! Although I would NEVER change anything about my life, I do feel that sometimes I never have time for myself. My husband works full time and I do not want to put any extra pressure on him by telling him to watch our son.
I have recently went into moments of depression where I feel that I have nothing to look forward to, nothing to keep me going, besides waking up to my beautiful son. Even though I love him unconditionally, I NEED time for myself.
Is there anyone out there feeling the same way I am feeling? or Am I the only one? I do not have anyone that lives near me to talk to and help me sort out my problems. I sort of look at the walls of my home and wonder what is it that I am suppose to do in this life...Do i have a purpose?
