Monday, December 5, 2011

Birthday Girl

Today is my birthday.  I am 25.  Half of 50, a quarter of my life (so to say) is complete.  I am beginning a new year, a new start to my life. What have I got to show for my 25 years on this planet.. well, I have the two most amazing children anyone could ask for.  They are truly miracles.  They allow me to be happy.  I also have an amazing husband whom is also my best friend.  My family believes in me and trust me with their lives.  As I sit here and think of what today will bring me, I can only wish it brings me peace and happiness.  I have everything I need.  Happy Birthday to me...May all my dreams come true.

:)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Hello Again...

Well Well Well... look who decided to reenter the world of blogging!  I REALLY want to keep this up now!  Where as my life been since my last post.  Well, I gave birth to my adorable little girl on July 28, 2011.  She is just amazing.  The boy will be 3 in ONE MONTH EXACTLY! WOW, where does the time go?  When people tell you that you should cherish the moments because they grow up fast, let me tell you; they do.

Today we went for a little fishing/get-away to Galveston.  Well it was not really a get-away because we probably stayed there for a total of 45 min! Half of those minutes the husband was setting up chairs and fishing gear!  Then baby girl started to cry and the boy was playing with a DEAD FISH!  All in all, we had a memory to cherish forever.  At the beginning the husband was a little frustrated with me, but we decided not to get angry with each other and just laugh it out.  Turns our that laughing will help with any kind of circumstance.

As we were driving back to Houston, the kids were asleep and I was looking out of the window thinking...I want to be something in this life.  I want to do something that I am proud of.  Heck, I want to be a spokesperson for something I believe in! I want to change this world.  But where do I start.  I am kind of a bashful person but once I get out there, yea I can do anything I want to. So I need to acquire that confidence, that drive that I so desperately need...and I need to do that NOW.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Where to Start?!

Where do I begin?  Let's see.... Blogging is becoming a new thing to me and hopefully I can keep this up!  I have a two year old son, whom I absolutely adore and I am 23 weeks pregnant with my second. I am trying to find time for myself so I thought that by blogging, I could let out some kind of steam!  I recently graduated from University and I stay home with my son.  I thought that staying at home with him for the first couple of years would be more beneficial to him in the long run!  Although I would NEVER change anything about my life, I do feel that sometimes I never have time for myself.  My husband works full time and I do not want to put any extra pressure on him by telling him to watch our son.

I have recently went into moments of depression where I feel that I have nothing to look forward to,  nothing to keep me going, besides waking up  to my beautiful son.  Even though I love him unconditionally, I NEED time for myself.

Is there anyone out there feeling the same way I am feeling?  or Am I the only one?  I do not have anyone that lives near me to talk to and help me sort out my problems.  I sort of look at the walls of my home and wonder what is it that I am suppose to do in this life...Do i have a purpose?